Waiting for an avalanche

I was waiting for an avalanche
But t never came
Instead I grew wings like an angel
And the warm air lifted me up to heaven

Now that I think about it
Why did I want an avalanche?
To be struck by the cold snow
Instead of warm air some call love

I don’t know why you didn’t fly so high
You only needed to let yourself go
Is it so hard you to fall?
Specially after seeing heaven from above

It hurts a bit right now
But the pain will go away
Unlike this feeling that I have
That will be forever in me