Life has just begun

I feel that only now life has begun
because before that I wasn't really living
instead, I was preparing for life
and not really living it

This preparation for life was a bit flawed
it felt like I was preparing for a single moment
a place in time where I would use all my skills
like a warrior before some fateful battle

Somehow life has begun
and I don't feel anymore like I'm standing still
I'm moving forward now
to find good and bad things in my path

Love is no longer something too far away
but something to expect finding in my path
and the colour are brighter ad the black is darker
and after the rain there will be a rainbow in the sky