Monday, January 31, 2005

Can’t you see it too?

Can’t you see it too?
Something different in the air
A though in the back of your mind
And a tingling sensation in your hands

The blood flows faster
And you breath heavier
From the sense of excitement
As the time grows closer.

Can’t you feel it too?
Me almost touching you
And when the cold wind rushes trough you
You can hear me whispering in your ear.

I know you can feel it
Because we share this bond
That brings us closer and closer
Even though we are so far away

Dreams and fantasies

All this has been too much
But I'm loving every single minute
Just being so lost in the sky
And flying upside down.

Dreams and fantasies are so close
And reality seems so far away
The ground is above my head
And I’m falling into the sky.

I'm a bit lost out here
So I'm just going with the flow
Going higher and higher
With this harm air rushing though me.

These words are the first in a while
After being so lost in dreams
My words are running out again
With this wind pushing me higher.

Far away

In this rather warm winter
And in the warmth of my family
I feel a cold breeze blowing my way
That makes me shiver once in a while

I feel the need for you to warm my heart
And you are always in my thoughts
But so far away from my touch
When my hand craves for yours

I tried not to get carried away
And I try not to expect too much
But this love pushes me high above
Where you seem not so far anymore

How will It be when we finally meet?
Will we be strangers that know too much
Or will we be two people sharing one love
Happy to be together after being away for a long time.

A dark cloud

A dark cloud hanged over me
And it blocked every glimmer of hope
Darkness took over me
And all my fears turned into nightmares

I couldn’t reach out to anybody
Maybe luck was running against me
And even the great healer that is the sea
Couldn’t break through the dark clouds.

Suddenly, a breeze moved the cloud away
And a silly comment made the rest
The nightmares ended with the bright light
But the fears will be back if darkness falls again.

The cloud has moved and scattered away
But my soul is still cold from all the darkness
Since I have no summer kisses to harm up
It needs a bit more of the mild winter sun.

my soul is a wandering spirit

As I stand here listening to the music
I feel the truth rising from the depths of my soul.
I know now that my true nature is to be free.
I can almost feel the wind streaming past the edges of my wings.
This is like looking at something for the first time
But knowing immediately it's genuine.
I feel my chen feeding my chi
My soul feeding my body's energy
I look at my hands and I see then change before my eyes
Not growing older but growing younger instead
And I now truly believe in the power in me
But also in it’s consequences
I know now that my soul is a wandering spirit
And this brings me energy but also brings me trouble
Because I won’t be able to feel free
Staying in one place for a long time
For now I'm staying here
Because I still feel the wind in my face
But one day that wind will stop
And I will have to fly away to feel it one more time

Whirlwind

The whirlwind around me as taken me by surprise
And it's now inside me
My stomach spins with no control
And shivers run through my body.
When will this whirlwind ever stop?
It's like I'm getting hit with things flying around
And I can't run away from them
I feel bruises spreading inside me.
I can't spread my winds
Without breaking everything around me
I'm trying to restrain myself
But how much longer will I manage?
Will I ease my way out of this trap?
Or will I blast everything in my way
And probably hurt myself in the process
Ending up paying a big price for freedom.

over the horizon

There a small breeze in the air
Someone is calling over the horizon
I can feel some turbulence in the waves of destiny
Some paths look promising and other look like endless pits
I’m not sure where to go but I’ll follow the beautiful butterfly
This creature was once shattered on the floor and covered in mud, but now it flies and sings about angels.